Mind Games...ME

I should be studying but after a tiny chat with a friend of mine, it prompted me to blog. He made a little comment about me and my mind games.

No doubt about that, I like playing mind games. I posted up this entry "I think I've finally found him" a few days back and it was about the type of guy I have been searching for. Yes, I think I have finally found what I have wanted out of a guy, but I haven't met him yet. It was something like Thanks For the Memories by Cecilia Ahern if you have read the book- you fell in love with a guy you have never met before, somewhere out there.

Apparently, a lot of people has been asking me who it is. And this friend of mine kept bugging me to tell him who the guy is. And he ended up getting confused. I twisted the facts, made him believed that I have someone in my mind, turned him around and basically playing mind games with him because I was too bored from studying. I am not sure if he believed what I have said but judging from his suggestion that I should lower my guard or people find it difficult to hack into my heart, I guess he really believed it. *laughs evilly*

Yes, I do like playing mind games. Most of the time, people don't get what I'm thinking because I use my mind to feel and to learn about things. And it explains why I like getting to know people and I learn about people quickly because from understanding how human brains work, it helps you to know a person quickly, without having to spend much time because you know the way the person thinks. And thus my nosiness. (Sorry if you find me too talkative at times, I just can't help but trying to find out how things work)

SO, if you have been wondering who this guy is, he is someone I have never met before but he is the definition of the guy I am looking for. And thanks for your little comment, my friend. I have removed the post because of all the confusion I have created.

The Word Spinster

Here's a conversation that is worthy to be remembered especially when it happened on a Christmas Eve.

"What do you call an unmarried woman? My lecturer asked me this question today. I know a man who's single is called bachelor. What do you call a female then?"

"Hmm, a bachelorette?"

"Is there such word? I'm not sure."

"You know what I answered?"

"What?"

"A virgin." (Everyone in the car burst into laughter)

"My lecturer said an unmarried person doesn't mean he or she is a virgin. It's true. So what do you call an unmarried woman?" (SO TRUE)

"Do you mean an old, unmarried woman?"

"Yeah."

"It's called spinster."

"Ohhh yah!!! Spinster. That's the word!"

-Everyone forgets words once in a while-

And this one is to commemorate my 100th entry. Cheers!!!

(By the way, my the strap on my flats broke while I was shopping for shoes with my dearrie friend, Su Sean. And I couldn't even get a pair of nice sneakers after practically searching for them at every available shoes' shop in Mid Valley. Luckily mom brought me to a shop near my house and managed to get me a pair of nice sneakers! And it's baby blue!!! Love it!!!)

The Past 2 weeks...

Finally, I have the time to blog. Finished up my biggest project of the year, Movie Buff for Human Resource. I have no idea how movies are related to Human Resource in any ways but it is a fact that the lecturer has decided that by doing the assignment, we can understand Human Resource concepts better. Funny huh? I watched some boring movies and was impressed how I managed to stay awake watching the movies despite the fact that I only got an average of 2 to 3 hours per day. But it got me reading the textbook. So, it was a beneficial assignment after all. And I got to watch the movies I have not seen before- we picked Bee Movie and The Guardian.

Anyways, I was glad all the assignments are done. The past 2 weeks have been a crazy one, especially last week. Here's the schedule:

15th-17th -Cyberpreneurship project (preparation starts 4am) 9am-6pm

17th-Cyberprenuership presentation (1.10pm)

17th- Public Sector Accounting midterm (7 chapters and it is the first time I didn't manage to cover all the chapters included in an exam, I think I am going to fail this one)

18th-E-commerce individual and group assignment submissions(stayed up one whole night after my test to finish up the assignments)

18th-E-commerce presentation

18th-Human Resource weekly test

I wonder how could do all those things all in a few days time. Impressive. I felt so relieved that my final project is over now. It's time for some retreat. First things first, to get my hair cut. Went for a haircut today and it was so sad to see my hair being cut. I never kept my hair too long, wonder why.

And now it's short again...

My hairdresser says it's best to keep my hair messy (the first time I heard such thing) to create the illusion of hair volume. He said my face is too thin and I need some hair volume to make it look rounder. The funny thing is that he kept asking me why am I so thin and if I don't eat much. Funny how I never feel so.

Am so looking forward to meeting up with my friend tomorrow. Gonna shop, shop and shop. It's time to recharge after a tiring month. And did I mention that my group earned RM13.60 per person for our Cyberpreneurship Project? It may be too little for some of you but at least we earned some profit. 2 days of sales and an overall profit of RM170++. It's considered good.

Look out for more updates!!

This Is Me

If there is only one word to describe me, it would be nosy. I have to admit that I love getting to know people in depthly, listen to them talking about just anything and just by doing so, it brings joy to me. Maybe it's the fact that I once longed to be a psychologist that brings out this side of me. Well, I am not one who pokes at people's personal affairs like there is no boundaries. I am curious to know more but I will never go above the limits.

If there is anyone who would like to talk about their problems, I would be more than glad to lend my ears. I want to know everything, anything. I find satisfaction in being able to find out how things work and it is something that drives me to think.

But lately, I am so lost. I don't know what I am doing most of the time. I couldn't think through things and I am not performing at the level that I should be at this time of the year. So much has been going on in my life that I find no time for myself at all. Assignments, tests, projects, personal problems and ongoing problems at home (long story on the irresponsible and unethical house owner). I wish I could stop in emptiness, a place filled with darkness and nothing else, where all my worries would all be erased with the darkness.

This song kept playing in my mind. I have no idea why. Maybe it expresses how I felt at this moment.

This Is Me
Demi Lavato

I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show, it's time
To let you know
To let you know

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the darkT
o dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

This is real, This is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you, I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of meI need to find you, I gotta find you

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me (this is me)
You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Let's all hope that a new year would bring a new beginning to everyone, more adventures, more to be discovered and more to be appreciated. May the sweet memories of 2008 remain and may 2009 be a better year to look forward to for more sweet memories to be crafted upon your hearts.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year. =)

Kakiis Nite Out

Was invited by WL to attend an event on the 13th. I didn't know anything about the event until I reached the place and told that it was held at Euphoria (yeah, you read it right, the newest clubbing scene in KL). I couldn't understand why they chose the place of all the places. It was a kakiis event, the first ever held in Malaysia. They had some great prizes to be won such as Sony PSP, Nintendo Wii and more. Had lots of fun there even though we didn't manage to win any prizes. I was glad that I went and put aside my studies for a while.

The welcome sign...

Met Su Hao at the event...was so surprised to see him there.

The spirited ones, with the word kakiis spelt on their shirts.

Dip your leg in the pool filled with ice cubes and added with salt and search among the stones with alphabelts to spell the word kakiis. The water was freezing cold, my feet was numb after the game.
Su Hao & his friends won a 16GB pendrive each...but we went home empty handed.

Love this Christmas tree decorated with purple ornaments. Beautiful!!

Thanks for the invitation. Hope that there are more to come.

Do check out kakiis.com if you wanna know more.

Let's Celebrate Xmas!

It's that time of the year again! A time where the festivities set in, a time for celebration and when everyone is in jolly mood. It's December!! Lightings and decors are up in malls, each trying to outshine the other with their impressive decors but the one that appeals to me most has to be the one in Bangsar Village.

The decor in Bangsar Village, so eco-friendly. The materials consist of used bottles.(Now you see why I like it so much!!)
Even the pillars there are beatifully decorated. Love the silvery, snowy-effect!!

The Xmas decor in Mid Valley.

The hanging shopping bags. So CUTE!!!
A gingerbread house decoration contest held in Bangsar Village. These are some of the artwork from participants.
Love this one for the snow on the roof. Shows some creativity.

And last but not least, I couldn't resist buying this Xmas decor for myself. It's so nice! Love it! =p

There ain't no reasons not to love Christmas! Til then, Merry Christmas!!!

Stay tuned...

Finally, RMMU Carnival is over!! HOORAY!!! I can enjoy my sleep now!!

Updates and pics coming soon.

Stay tuned to my my blog (haha, been using too much of DJ terms, can't think of any other suitable word).

Getting my ZzZs now!

Short Update

Got a surprise call from dad last night. My parents went to Malacca to check on my little brother, and he called to check if I want to go home on Thursday night since I don't have classes on Fridays. The sweetest part is that he even asked about the carnival which I'm organising. And I was thinking of home when he called. Mom and dad always know best when I miss my home sweet home (when I'm tired or stressed out) and they call at the perfect time.

*Just another short update. More updates coming soon. Been a bit busy lately.*

Looking forward to this weekend. Can't wait for the week to be over soon. I really miss my home.