Trying & still trying...

The entry should have been written long ago....

been trying to express my feelings but always find myself facing a blank page in the end.

And it is always at odd hours that I managed to really sit down and think things over.

But this time around it's not easy to get over with it.

It seems like letting go is not as easy as it seems,

especially when it keeps appearing in your life,

or you try so hard

that you are not letting go, but holding on.

It's time to move on,

and I wish that I could without taking any moment longer,

somehow I know I will find my way,

like what a friend of mine says,

you will only be good at finding your own way out when you get into troubles.

It's just a matter of time...

So, in the meantime, I'm just going to take one step at a time,

and hope that I would finally be able to let go of what I've been wanting to.

It hurts,

it pains,

it makes my heart aches,

but I'm only a human,

I'll let my feelings show...

Be proud that you are able to face the world,

with your very own true feelings,

because not everyone does.

~vinyee~