That's the most common question that pops up when we try to catch up with friends. While everyone seems to be busy and enjoying their internship, I, on the other hand, was not learning or progressing much.
It seems like I have been doing more of admin work than anything else; typing, writing, filing....I don't know why. Maybe I give out this impression that I was not able to handle anything more than that.
On a brighter note, maybe it was a good thing after all. At least I'm not as tired.
And there is less risk of mistakes.
Maybe God wants me to have an easier life...
Or maybe he has something else in store...
Maybe it is better to learn bits by bits...before everything sums up to a big picture.
Maybe this way I will have a better insight to what makes up the word audit...
Maybe....
Just maybe...
but what if this is all I learn for the next 5 months...
Maybe I'm just being too positive....
Maybe I'm just not fit for this field...
Or maybe I just don't live up to expectations of those who are guiding me...
Maybe...
Maybe I'm worrying too much...
or maybe I'm thinking too much...
maybe we should just leave this crap aside.
Whatever it is, I always believe there is a better day.
And I leave everything in God's hands.
The sun will always shine after the rain. It always does.
Let's hope for a great day and a wonderful weekend. =)
Looking forward to a sunny day!
~vinyee~
1 comments:
A- all
U- you
D- do
I- is
T- tick
hope that makes sense to you :)
btw, if you think that you're underloaded, try to take the initiative to ask for more responsibilties. perhaps, your senior would give you more bit by bit. all you need to do is to make sure that you perform when you are given responsibilities. by proving yoruself over and over again, people will build trust.
Try to take more risks. Life is like a gamble sometimes. you win some and you lose some. just make sure you make smart bets. manage your risks and definitely you'll be better off when you win more than you lose. just don't be saddened by the fact that you lost. just be glad that you've learnt your mistake
lastly, stay strong. you're considered fortunate because you have friends who are close and care for you. imagine yourself as the loner and you'll probably have nightmares haunting you everyday because you just feel so vulnerable. let me know if there's anything i can help :)
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